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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

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I wish I could cry
to let others know I'm scared
the mind is in overdrive
trying to find answers
I'm tired of the questions
just want to run away
everyday I die a little bit
and I don't stop it
I forgot how it feels
to be alive, without worry
I stare at what I don't know
I'm numb, defeated and tired . D:

shuyiistired ):

went to watch 2012 yesterday with sister and her boyfriend and xuanying(:

MY FIRST TIME WATHCHING THE PREVIEW EH !

*happy* :D

is really damnfucking nice. really ._. [a very kan-chiong show loh]

and we saw ken and thoses singapore idols participant.

LOL. did not care much luh (:

is free sitting so people are like queuing up.

me and xuanying reach-ed first so we went buying foods for sister and co.

while waiting,saw this guy at the counter selling "kachanputeh"

HE IS DAMN CUTE !!

ask xuanying to help me ask for his number :P

I GOT IT !!

*HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY* :D

really cuteeeeeeee. and he is 16 this year !!

:DDDDD

♥ 5:31 PM

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I thought I finally received a break

Only to see the sun fall
My eyes will not see what they longed to see
My lips will not taste what they longed to taste
Why does life have to be like this
Full of hatred and pain
Instead of joy and bliss

fuck of you passer _l_

eh passer,if you want talk cock go other people's blog talk rubbish luh.

my blog dosent welcome you at all -.-

ohyes,thanks thoses who helped me to scold the knn passer(:

SHUYI LOVESYOU.

went out that day with loves<3

meet them and went kallang ice skate.(:

*tumb up* fun.;D

but i fell loh-.- same goes to christabel and xuanying.

esther was a PRO. *clapsclpas*

♥ 5:18 PM

Saturday, November 7, 2009

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved him for so very long,
You would think he could do no wrong.
Every day you would hope and pray,
That he would always stay this way.
He treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.
You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
He started putting you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to him was dirt

the ftislandtriple is mine.*no snatching* :P

Currently in my cousin house now. ): *bored*

she is playing my ipod. I am using her laptop.(obviously i would choose laptop rightt):P

talking in msn with DADDY,YESHUN,JUSTINA :D

still craking my brain if i should go to the korean festival not lehs._.

no one pei me go somemore ): and so EXPENSIVE LOHS .

then was chatting with yeshun too.

He showed me a picture.(A GIRL-.-)

then i was like "LOOK LIKE MY COUSIN"

than he say YOUR COUSIN PRETTY,YOU LEH?

wahhh. HOT HOT HOT, i hot up liaos. haha :D

and and and THANKS DADDY to "dont let me so bored"

*claps for you k!*

*awwww* too bad. i watched the show that daddy call me to watch. ):

but THANKS anywayyy. (:

k! need go offline lerhs(: cause i dont feel like BLOGGING ANYMOREEEEE. :D

byeeeeeeeeee.~ *must miss me :P*

♥ 2:03 PM

Thursday, November 5, 2009

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Breathing in the air of love it feels so pure
See as far as you want to but you will not see hate anymore
Tears of blood are not pouring, there is no need to cry
Because no longer fray anymore in which someone dear can die
No need to close your eyes, no need to close your ears
Everything you don’t want to see or hear has been washed away In the past years
When I open my eyes I found myself living in the world
Where hate and fray is above faith and love
I have a question for you
Does the dream ever come true?

youareabitch.Getlost.
went out with yinghui,mama and sister today(:

meet up with sister at jurong interchnage.

then meet mama and yinghui at the platform towards pasir ris cause

WE ARE GOING TO ESCAPE TODAY :D

it's fucking early.when we reach pasir ris,it's only 11 plus.

D: bad news is ESCAPE NEVER OPEN _l_.

wtf?we came till so far,you tell me you never open?!

still,we dont waste time.went white sand chatchat.

then tampiness mall. (:

around 4 plus,we all so tired D:

took train to westmall and wanted to watch hallowen.

*awww* too bad the timing not right. ):

then went to 320.after taking sister's stock,changed phone with mama:D

HER PHONE IS NICE:D DONT WORRY TOO MUCH,MUMMY. (:

meet xuanying after that. had cold myself. because she dont want D:

woke up today at 9 plus.

so PEKCEK WITH MY FUKING MAID. -.-

i call her help me cook chicken,she give me those uncook one.

wahpiang.you really dont know how to cook or act gong one-.-

wanted to complaint to bitch the.WHO KNOWS?!

she dont want pick up my calls -.- superb dulan that point of time can!

later at 1 plus,mummy and sister came(:

chit chatted awhile,we EAT! :D

TIBITS!!

omfg luhs . they both really know how to eat. *CLAPSCLAPS*

laughs.then stay till 5 plus,house was SO EMPTY. D:

decided to use computer and blog.

till nowwww (:

but i am still bored k!

♥ 9:35 PM

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If you need a place, in this reality
Just to be yourself, while everything seems awfully
To cry, to scream, to relief your heart
When you feel your world is falling apart
I will be right here, to wait and hope
And I will gently remove the rope
Which lies and tightens around your neck
Pull you away, and of course I’ll check
The light in your eyes is fading away
Turning black, turning cold, clearly with dismay
Your heart feels far away, gone to disappear
I want you to stay, I want you near
I smile at you, and try to remember
What it was like, no need to go further
Loneliness and sadness passing by
Hand in hand, with tears in the eye
Drowning in words, unnecessary pain
No need to describe, no need to complain
Your eyes are open, lightning once more
Watching, sparkling, just like before
I’ll hold you in my arms, hold you tight
Tell you, that we, together, have won this fight

tired,let me go D:

meet up with yinghui in school on tuesday to hand-in the sec 3 form.

i've choosen pure science. * hope can get in* :D

took taxi to heeren cause that bitch want to buy super junior discc. :D

walk-ed around and to cinelisure.took neo-prints too. :P

ate macdonalds for lunch and saw chatworths people. [taevin's school]

O: THE GUYS SUPERRRRR CUTEEE :D

decided to go to their school and find taevin.

D: BUT WE DONT KNOW WHERE. then randomly took bus to four season hotel.

tanglin beside nia,slack there.(:

spent alot of time on choosing the next place. D:

took bus to suntec then. while on board,bitch's mum called.

reach suntec,no shopping ): immediately went taking another direct bus to my place.

cause bitch's mum fetching her.

♥ 9:00 PM

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I thank the loss of my memory
Of those days when I had not a friend
I am thankful to the memory
Of those great moments when we are together
I thank the loss of my memory
Of those seconds prior to your reasonableness
I am thankful to the memory
Of the great dimple when you smile
I thank the loss of my memory
Prior to the reduction of your anger
I am thankful to the memory
Of those great sharing moments of your success
I thank the loss of my memory
For the reasons of our arguments
I am thankful to the greatest
Moments of my life with him.

shuyi is bored D:

went out with denise that monday.prepared and went to school meet her.

as she had band,we only left at around 12.took taxi to bugis.

bought a high waist skirt and two tee. *happy* :D

waited till 4 for zhanyan and yeeliang.

took neo-print and went home(:

*THEY SEND US HOME NEHH* :P

♥ 7:30 PM

Friday, October 30, 2009

Forever is a very long time. How is it that people can talk so casually about a concept that we cannot even wrap our minds around? Sometimes we have a friend and we sense that our souls are very closely connected. We know that the connection is above time and space. We know that wherever we are in our lives we will always remain friends. Even if we do not see each other for years we are able to pick up right where we left off. This is what people mean when they say friends forever.

Today,30102009, is the last day of us,2E7 bonding all together.

imissthem now already. although i only left them 11hours and 22 mins. :(

but i dont careee~

i miss our laughter.

i miss our jokes.

i miss our talks.

i miss our outing.

i miss our screaming.

i miss our gathering.

i miss our late-ness.

i miss our bully-ness to mdm ling.

i miss our cheatness.

i miss our quarrelling.

i miss our sabo-ness.

i miss our EVERYTHING,ANYTHING,WHATEVER,WHOEVER.

whywhywhy must time fly so fast today?!When the times i want it to be fast it slow till i cant imagine.OMG. O: looking through thoses pictures of the past,i cried. D:

nerds us become mature 2e7'09.

It's all of you that created such a nice,bonding and warm class.

without you guys,i really cant imagine what will 2E7'09 be like.

although we had opposition sometimes,but i still love you all.

i dont want to count down to how many days we left because it hurts more.

Till now,if you think that i am still doing anything wrong,please forgive me. :(

sometimes i am very unreasonable. but i know you all still would love me right.

*STOP CRYING NOWWW*

TO 2e7'09 :

i,chuashuyi really thanks all of you to give me such a nice class.

Tell you what,i really never regretted of coming to this class.

Although we are all promoting to secondary 3 next year,

but can we promise each other we will always remember the days we spent together?

promise to remember every fight we had together?

PROMISE TO REMEMBER EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING that we,2E7'09 DONE TOGETHER?

*me,shuyi love all of you all and i will fcuking miss all of you:(*

♥ 11:19 PM